However, it seems EVERYONE in our household is sick. Isabel has had a congested, hacking cough for weeks, Jason came down with a horrible congested cough and cold as soon as we left the hospital, and unfortunately now my little peanut Lucy has caught something too. We went to the pediatrician yesterday morning because it is a little scary to hear your two-week-old snorting, gasping for breath, and sneezing. The ped assured me that for the time being this is just an upper respiratory cold and not much can be done except saline drops, humidifier, and using the bulb syringe on the nose. We need to watch for a fever, wheezing, or signs of anything more serious developing. So.. of course I can't sleep at all. Watching her like a hawk and nervous.
Other than the sickness floating around, this week was particularly challenging because Jason started a new job right before Lucy was born and has been super busy at work each day. He works a little later than I am used to-- and we miss him a lot when he is gone. I also had an assortment of fun-filled personal issues this past week-- ranging from a urinary tract infection, plugged milk ducts, continuing incision pain, and (too much info) constipation. Thanks prescription drugs!!Needless to say, I have had some teary breakdowns and have felt overwhelmed. Yesterday morning was probably the lowest point-- we spent our Valentines Day morning in the pediatricians office. I had hoped to have some family over and haven't had any friends visit yet because of all the sickness.
Luckily, this morning I woke up feeling much better about things. I think it's because this time around I have been better able to really understand that all of this is "just a season" and really will pass quickly. I try to remember to pray and be grateful for what we have daily instead of focusing on the challenging things that go with having a new baby and a family-- and that is helping me. Also, I have the best friends and family who are constantly offering to help, texting, calling etc. -- so we know we are loved and supported. Everyone told me that I would be able to enjoy this more the second time around and I was skeptical. However, I think its true. As much as I DON'T enjoy the sickness, sleeplessness, etc.... I DO find myself just holding Lucy more -- appreciating how beautiful and tiny she is-- and being amazed that Jason and I made her. She is a miracle.
Here are some misc. pics I have taken since coming home-- I have definitely taken far less being a second-time mom (Sorry Lu!) I will work on it :)
Cousin Payton loves Lucy...
It is bath time!
Not sure if she is happy about it
Art projects with Grandma keep Isabel occupied when mom is nursing (which feels like ALWAYS)
Daddy is tired but loves his Lu Lu
Grandma and Grandpa Leppin holding their newset grand daughter
The Leppin's took Belly on a lunch date last week. She enjoys the extra attention..
Isabel's newest obsession--- play MAKEUP. I partially credit Uncle Katie with this. She gave Bel a "makeup tutorial" at her last visit. I call this look "The Joker"
Grandma has always watched Isabel and Payton during the week -- but this week she has been watching over me and Lucy too. We are so thankful
For my Valentine!!!
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Ahhhh both of your girls are perfect. We are always always available to help. Love you lots! Momme says hugs to his Bell.
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